38 weeks, 4 days

I can not go on another day. But I don't really have a choice do I? I finally hit that brick wall.... uncomfortable, ornery, and tired. I think I've walked a marathon in the last week. Christmas Shopping. I was planning on gift cards this year but my desire to pop this little pea out of his pod gave me motivation. But no success. It seems like my attempts have failed :( My last day of work was Friday and I was so tempted to accidentally "trip" (yes, trip myself) down the stairwell. There is a word for that: DESPERATION. I don't think I truly knew the meaning to that word until now. I've tried everything; walking, lunges, squats, bouncing on the stability ball, massages, pedicures. I even told my massage therapist, "Focus on the feet, I need to get him out." This is one little guy who is clingling on for dear life. *big sigh* Less than 48 hours, I can do this!