Sorry.
I'm leaving you high and dry this weekend.
No baby.
No contractions today. I'm not being fair. I guess I should say some contractions today. Maybe less than 5.
I'm beginning to think my body is just going to reabsorb her. Like she's going to just dissapear next week and it will be like I was never pregnant. OR that she is decaying inside for being in there too long and is going to come out all decomposed. Morbid? Maybe. Frustrated? Definitely. Did I tell you Oct. 10 was the due date by ultrasound and that Oct. 1 was my due date by the calendar (you know first day of your last cycle, yada yada yada). So that's why I feel this way. I just feel overdue.
She's not moving as much either- most likely because she's practically between my knees and drops further everyday. I want to cry because I feel like I'm being ripped open at the very bottom of my belly. To make matters worse, Michael said I have a huge fatty stretch mark right where it hurts. So I literally am being ripped open at the seams.
Today I decided to keep busy. I moved some heavy rocks. Hoping they would start something. This body is more robust than I thought it was for childbearing. *Hmph* Loser body.
BEFORE
These are the house colors. Like a light greenish beige and green trim.
AFTER
The new colors; beige (almost white) trim and a muted green (?)
I don't know. It's missing something. We don't love it, but what else can you do with grey shingles?
5 comments:
hang in there... try pineapple and doing what got you in this mess in the first place :)
can't wait to meet her! :D
welcome to my world 6x over.
Do you like how I'm trying to move the sympathy spotlight from you over to me?
Ha ha - I shouldn't laugh but I did find all your descriptions pretty funny. Sorry no baby yet. (maybe now?) Good luck though, I hope she comes soon. Moving furniture around for 3 hours worked for me last time, so if you need stuff to move come on over to my place.
Good luck! We're excited to see her!
Yeah! Congrats on little Madison!!!! I can't wait to see a huge flower the size of her head on her head:)
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