3 Months

Despite what the babysitters say, Madison is really a happy girl. She is starting to look a little different than James. Her nose is definitely looking more like Michael's. She's starting to chub up pretty nicely. I love her skin. It is super soft and smells like baby soap.

As for me, I am struggling this week with the kids when I get home. I have just been really exhausted. Almost to the point where I feel weak. I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe it's because I've been trying really hard to come off this sugar high since Thanksgiving. But I'm feeling pretty yucky and unhealthy. So it's time to kick it into high gear. I was hoping to get more stuff done around the house this weekend. Which includes finishing our dry wall project and starting the popcorn removal but I just found out I have to work Saturday. SO. Maybe not. I would just REALLY love to hire someone to finish all of our projects and get my life/schedule back in order. All this to do and that to do is making life stressful and chaotic. But I figure if I can just work really hard and help, maybe we can bust this thing out and get it done. BUT, who am I kidding? I can't even find the motivation to get groceries, so no dinners, and that leads to tired, cranky parents. Maybe I have solved my own problems. Maybe all we need is a good home cooked meal. I'll make one tomorrow and report.

Oh yeah, btw. I can't believe Madison is 3 months. I feel like my baby is gone.

And p.s.s. I'm so tired of all the poo. I'm up to my elbows in poo... literally. And it's from both kids. Today was just over the top. Madison AND James poo'd to the moon and back, but James ended up on the floor and Madison... well you know what the deal is with girls and blowouts. It's a BIG mess. Which entailed two children getting baths tonight.